Thursday, April 30, 2009

-..which part should i choice..??..-

hopefully can become back be a kid..when i was finished my secondary life..i feel that the time is so rushing for me..time not enough for using..before one could say,already guadruate 3 years more..however,nothings will be done..damn frustrated for myself..

i will intake some new course later..just because of i don't wanna enter into community university first..i know that,if not,sure that i will be regret..i knew myself,i dislike working..nope,i hate working..i like cooking,travelling..however,it's too hard for me..because i have a lot of things to consideration..

one is of my dear..i couldn't leave him aways..i scared that he will worry about my safety..although we are diffirence place right now..he will contact with me everyday..therefore,i can't be selfish anymore,i should think our ways and our future also..

one more is my parent..im their cowry when i was born on that day..maybe they are too love me,and let me developed as a 'noughty' girl..they are never arrest me i to do those the things i dislike..so,i told kim before,if he really want me,must be more careful..but,he don't care also..because,he already knew how to controlling me..i said the truth,i scared him so much..

last is my sisters and brother..we always make a noise when we are at the home..we are love each other actually..however,we don't know how to describe by ourselve..i still remember,we are always talking other gosip..and together bully a boy who always bully my brother..it's funny..this is my family..

feeling down just because:i still can't find out my ways..studying..??what course should to study..??become a traveller..??can i do it..??or become a chief..??so blur=.=!!actually i lucky than other family already..this,i knew..i had a good family,i also had a good hubby..if i can make a wish,i hope..we can be together forever..no matter how long end in my life..they are the most important for me..

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