l.o.v.e ..??..

i really get hurt now..im trouble all the things..i just know,crying right now..other things,wont care it anymore..maybe i really not a good girl friend..however,i already try my best and keep my temper as well..but,finally,that's stupid brain lost controlling..be crazy again..

im sorry..current circumstances not really well..i will be a crazy somedays..i think..all the bad things was come suddenly..how should i handle it all..??im don't know..i really confuse about it..you are stress,me too..i just wanna u caring me..it's easy..right..???..

god,please bless me..i really love him so much..but,he never know..maybe,he leave me so far..he is not besides me..i cant really to understand me..he too..we are separate other country..so,what can i do..???..what can do for him..??..some more,what can i do for us..??..our future..??..im blur at all..no more idea..and considence..i hate it all..

what's the love meaning for..??..i really don't know..im so tired to continue our relation..however,i never think that i wil give up he someday..because he is my love..only love..forever and ever..i hope,he may understand me..

we are always make arguement..i really dont want fact the difficulty anymore..i felt it make me annoying..and just destroy our relation..the problem is non-stop for us..you are not besides me..i scared alone..i hate alone..i want you always concernation about me..

if always keep quarrel,how could be long relation..??..be with you,already had 3 years..i dont wanna give uping u..do you know it..???..

friendship forever and ever..

me..sheemay..miki..

acting kimm my pretty lily..

boe..ice..lily..

3va n pretty lily

haha..i meet my old friends recently..wow..all become as a pretty girlss..nice and sweet..somemore,is SEXY..happy that going out and drinking with my beloved friends..they are as a talkactive actually..haha..i have learn a lot some beauty things from them..wow..they really have a lot of expelains there..lolzzz..
enjoying with them..oopppss..forgot to write somethings here..happy to knows you all..cheersss..im waiting this saturday coming lolzz..our crazy night..ahha..muackzz..love you all..^^