..tension..weary..happy..look forward sum..-complicated feeling wat i having now..-

my feeling:complicated..2 weeks more to go,my beloved BF will be back soon..aww,it totally make me felt tension now..XD..what the image will he thinking when looking on me tat time..??scary..XD

i already 9 months didn see him then..miss him so much somemore..however,it's nt the realistic..maybe it's too long we didn meet each other,i scare have a feeling out:strangeness..aww,i don't hope it will be happen on that time..sighhh..

by the ways,my exam is around the corner..shit..haven't done to do revision yet..dizzying..but never mind,i think it may passing soon as possible..i dont wish it;s besides me when he coming back..

cheer it's up..:p

i wanna be alone..

it's getting more happen around me 2day..our relation nid to face the problem again..what the hell all??how difficult am i waiting for him to come back soon..however,unfortunately things always follow me up..unstopped..f*ck off..

im totally lost confidence together with him more else..i just wanna he can give me a social life..and give me feel a bit sense of security..just all..im trying and trying..it's totally make me feel tiredness and helpness somemore..what can i do for you??

now i only know,2 person to gether is not easy else..im trouble and trouble..should find a place to hidden myself..just leave me alone now..