how loser am i..

i really unhappy today..i don't know that who can be my listener..im get hurt today..im get fever,had some sore throat and headache..my friends was concerned me by msn..however,in front of him,i just say wrong somethings else,we make an arguement again..god..how angry am i..??why need i apologize with him..??it's unfair for me..i dislike..

im a sickness today..and don't want remind some unhappy memorries..you..always remind it for me..i try to forget it all..however,why i can't do it so..??i wanna cry..i have lot of stress..do ou know actually..i think,i may acting well in front of you today..but failed..i was failed to do it..im sorry..

i really don't want be a cadaver..my life is dark..do u know..??no matter what am i doing for yo..all is useless,rubbish..just has a word can describe me,u know what's word?that is loser..forever..i wanna give up my life..no more brave to fact the difficulty..no more..

happy mother's day..^^

to my lovely mom..happy mother day for you..

almost 11am here,i still in slumber..my mummy called me wake up..in my mind,i think,what's up??mummy..(actually i knew that today is mother's day..)she said,today we need to celebrate mother's day with my grandma..yes..this time i stand aghast at this serious news..im forgot my grandma..ew..im a bad girl on this world..

finished my freshen up and chatting with kim..im preparing go out to meet them..when i reached there..oh my godness..already start serving food there..im be late..nope..my cousin them lated than me..hahahaha..>.
my dad and my uncle was invite 3 tables at that restaurant..but somebody was absent..so excessive some seat..on my tables there,just some cousin besides me..whao..(not happy actually,is feel hopeless..and thinking that how to finish all the regale there..)look at there,so many regale there..got fish..chicken..taufu..vegetable..prawns..and a lot..totally is 8 regale..oh my god..how come we finish it all..we're girls..need keep the body shape also..and our appetite not really big also..ew..

the result is same with i what am i thinking about..we really can't finished it..left a lot food there..damn waste the food also..when we are eating the num.5 regale..we can't eat more..this is girl what can i descibe it lol..oopppss..not my fault also..sorry..

i hope,my be loved grandma..my mummy will be happy today..i love you two..i wish that my mummy will keep in pretty..and remember,keep the weight also..hahaha..last,i wanna sa :happy mother's day to all mummy lol..>.<

using a new msn account..>.<

my old msn account is created by my beloved hubby..however don't know why that i can't sign in this account anymore since 3 days before..haizz..im so sad about that..actually i love that account so much,the address is yeehwahnkk@xxxxxxx..using by our name..romantic,is it..??..

although this new account also created by kim..but i most like the before one..i don't know what the reason and make me can't online there..trying..trying..and trying again..the result is same..god,why did you treat me like this..hmmm..>.
dear,keep effort and study hard there..you will been my side as soon..i think so..would you following rules those that you promise me before..??..can't betray,can't be lazy there..you already missed a lot class there..be careful there also..don't let me know again..if not,i will make a new punishment for you..(just for you..)hahaha..

=.=!!! i love you..

hopefully,-i love you- this 3 words,still have meaning for us..actually,i don't think it come out by your wholehearted..understand what was im saying..??..dear,whatever,at less,you let me know,you are care me also..

actually,i really wanna you are besides me now..however,i know it is impossible..we are focusing our study now..and no more time to chat everyday..sometime,i feel that im so lonely..i scared alone..i need some consideration from you..yes,you are trying to do best for me..but,i want the real feeling..

we are go back like before..although we are chatting everyday..but do you know that,when i had some problem or difficulty..i don't know how to talking with you..just because,i knew that you are busy for your study..homework..assignment..i don't want you annoying my trouble also..

last day,u typing 'i love you' this 3 words for me..however,im not happy also..i don't know the reason..and i also don't want know it also..because i believe that you still love me as same as i love you so..i had play an ewft test just now..it showed us will be along together..i was thanksgiving to Angus and let me requicken..let me guess that we wont seperate or broken someday..unless,you are go wrong once day..

time is too rushing..but i still can't do any things or fix any things by myself..everytime,should be had a person to help me..i really don't have brave to face up to my troubles manfully..hmmm..damn disappointed on myself..>.<

The time is passing as soon..i can't control or detainment it..i don't have this ability..i really hope the time can be stop here..stop in this moment..please..it's run too fast..i can't following it's footfall..sometime,i feel,i need find a place whose are don't know me and incognizance about me..

i really feel difficultly in breathing..i need somebody and sharing some enjoyment for me..i really wanna thanking to my beloved kim who always loving and caring me,else is my best friends:may may and sau yan..although we are not contact everyday..however,they are let me know,what's kind of their gave me and support me..

my life,grad that you all are besides me..thanks..

-..good night..??..-

hey,my dear..you don't know that before you sleep,should be say "good night" to me..??..this is some basic rules for a person..you are damn impolite..huh..i upload this picture here..this is your little punishment ..understand..??..hahaha..

i dislike the person who never culture..you should be change,promise..??..i really dislike this bad practice..i stopped here,had a bit tired and feel sleepy also..

okey,good night to my precious-kim..>.<

**happy moment with yee fong**

this girl as super noughty girl as who call yee fong(meant kim's cousin)..she like to hang out and go to garden with my beloved and me..she also like pretty too..when she was at home,sure be more fun ..*@*..

this picture is capture by that cutie babie..i still remember,she called us don't move there and let her took picture..she look like enjoy there when she was took the picture by handset ..she such as an active girl..

we look like very closed,is it..??..however,she was treat me bad and always bully me..sob sob..i still remember that she was signalled somethings in front of my dear..she's too bad for me..even then,i just wanna describe that actually she is a cute girl..nope..such as a super cutie..

this two picture,say truth-i love it so much..it was seperate my dear and me then took with her..this girl,like to capture so much..really..hahaha..look at there,she was shy when she took the picture with us..she has 4 sisters & brother(include yee feng) in her family..but she is the most cute compare with her sisters & brother..miss you,dearest yee feng..