Saturday, June 20, 2009

l.o.v.e ..??..

i really get hurt now..im trouble all the things..i just know,crying right now..other things,wont care it anymore..maybe i really not a good girl friend..however,i already try my best and keep my temper as well..but,finally,that's stupid brain lost controlling..be crazy again..

im sorry..current circumstances not really well..i will be a crazy somedays..i think..all the bad things was come suddenly..how should i handle it all..??im don't know..i really confuse about it..you are stress,me too..i just wanna u caring me..it's easy..right..???..

god,please bless me..i really love him so much..but,he never know..maybe,he leave me so far..he is not besides me..i cant really to understand me..he too..we are separate other country..so,what can i do..???..what can do for him..??..some more,what can i do for us..??..our future..??..im blur at all..no more idea..and considence..i hate it all..

what's the love meaning for..??..i really don't know..im so tired to continue our relation..however,i never think that i wil give up he someday..because he is my love..only love..forever and ever..i hope,he may understand me..

we are always make arguement..i really dont want fact the difficulty anymore..i felt it make me annoying..and just destroy our relation..the problem is non-stop for us..you are not besides me..i scared alone..i hate alone..i want you always concernation about me..

if always keep quarrel,how could be long relation..??..be with you,already had 3 years..i dont wanna give uping u..do you know it..???..

5 comments:

  1. Ask yourself... Did you tell your boyfriend about your problem..? Did you tell him that why u crazy..? what did u argue about..? Do you think that argue is a way to fix the problem..?what will you get after argue..it does not have any benefit for both of you and totally destroy your relationship.. why dont you try talk softly to him..tell him what you want and what you need...Ooo..you said both of you in separate country , is it..? Maybe he just only can do some possible thing to you..As a good girlfriend, you should understanding to him..

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  2. well..thank for your suggestion..^^and we will be fine..so,nothings to worry more..just make some arguement..it may destroy our relation,i knw it also..anyways,thx..

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  3. really..? Did you say sorry to him with your good attribute..? From your blog, i thought that the problem maker was you...i suggest you have to change your bad temper...

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  4. U r my most lover...but i dont knw y tat u like to revenge.? i juz wanna u knw tat i am serious to u...now,u wan stop v me..."haha...wat can i say?"this word come out from u again and again...watever le, i will stay at the room only in another 3 years...i knw tat u wont come le...finally...no need leave malaysia...i stay here enough, i always alone..doesnt mind for the 3 month holiday..

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  5. u take a away my last hope...i juz wan u come here last time only!!! nvm, i will support u

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